I can't believe I haven't blogged for 4 months. I kept saying that I have nothing of any significance to say. So, maybe I do now.. I decided to just do it!
The Lord has been doing something in me that has required alot of reflection and confession. When I allow the Lord to do what he wants, it requires honesty and courage. I have to be honest not only with the Lord but sometimes out loud with others- but mostly to myself. And that is where the courage part comes in. To say, "I was stupid , I just didn't want to do the right thing, I wanted to do what I wanted to do- even though I knew it was wrong and didn't please God."
Don't misunderstand me...I didn't break the law or do anything immoral. My stuff involved words that only the Lord heard, attitudes that He saw that no one saw, ignoring the prompting of the Holy Spirit and just outright being sinful!
But HE is sooo loving towards me and won't let me ride my bike in the street even thought I scream and cry and stomp my feet or just ignore Him!! He is our loving and protective daddy! If we want to grow up and not act little brats, we have to listen to God and do what He says!
So, listen to the Holy Spirit speaking and obey RIGHT AWAY. I heard it once said that obedience isn't really obedience unless you obey right away!!
So, just do it!!!!